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06 November 2010

Where Am I? Where I want to Be?

After some eight years of experience, i tend to ask the following questions to myself (and may be i can help you too). By comfort zone, i dont really mean working in the same company and i really mean comfort zone - doing something you never did :-) or keep doing something different that you love to do - programming, testing, writing articles, writing books etc.

What does the experience teach? Does it teach about the concept of incremental pay hike? Or does my experience is all about eight one year of experience? Am i able to understand the classical things about computing now? At a bare minimum, does my experience help me to choose a programming language to do a specific job? Am i directed towards something and if so am i going in right direction? Am i become bankrupt of steam of learning? Am i forgetting the fact that learning is lifelong process?

Well, i reflected a lot about my state and i m quite pissed off with my actions for past one year. There weren't intellectual learning at the level i expected and i certainly feel like i m doing mundane thing. I used to write articles, i used to speak in conferences, i used to speak technically, i used to write code, i used to design and i used to share at reasonable level with others. When say "i used to", you got to understand that "i m not doing it right now".

After a long reflection, my heart says, i got to invest on two things - time and money. Of the two things, i feel like time is more important entity and it is quite difficult to buy. I want to learn new programming language such as Scala, Scheme, or Haskell. The second thing is that i would like to set up a small lab. When i say, a small lab, it is really small. Probably, x86/Linux based desktop. I want to relearn some of things that i have forgotten but this time around i want to give a strong focus on fundamentals. It is not going to be time-bound but it doesn't mean that i won't be time conscious. This time the focus is more on going deeper than wider. I want to especially do something in cloud computing space as well.

I think, this is going to be an exciting journey and for sure i ll share some of my learnings here as i go when i get something concrete.

I know what you are murmuring. Yeah, i really sounds like a freshman but it is the true state. I got to accept it and move on.

6 comments:

veeru said...

All the best for your fresh start. I am more interested in knowing the step taken toward exploring technologies on cloud computing. Looking for more those lines in your blog. Btw, Einstein background on your blogs rocks !! I love it !!

Lakshmi Narayanan N said...

@Veeru

cool, will do. btw, it is going to take sometime (minimum of 6 months) before sharing -)

Guru said...

Our JOB require just application level of it.. Yeah good to learn fundamentals from the scratch.. the only problem is some what difficult to apply those things in work :-) if our work allows to apply more fundamentals then it will be nice !

Lakshmi Narayanan N said...

@Guru

Well, it depends on whether you want to make right decisions. For example, even the guy who is working on system side will complain same because for him all the low level things will be already in place.

either application or system or hardware, it doesn't matter. what really matters is that how much do we want to be brainy. More information helps us to make good decisions.

the application of these minute information will not be of help everyday but brings in passion towards what we do and it certainly enhances how we do.

since the core of most software is from same thinking, it helps us to get such thinking.

if one is looking for benefits, the benefits of being brainy/fundo is long term :-)

Sandy said...

Very excited to hear the word "Lab". It sorts of ignites in me a rare kind of passion, a silent divine joy. Its the feeling you feel when you start-up something you're so passionate about. I guess the google founders felt the same when they set-up their lab in garage.

Lakshmi Narayanan N said...

@Sandy

I just said that i m going to set up a PC that i can use to study again. i didnt say anything abt Google. at midnight, this is too much and you are making someone to spend sleepless night. :-)